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CHAPTER 5

 Something has changed. Not in the world. In the way it feels. The morning air feels softer these days. Even the sunlight seems less harsh, like it has learned how much to touch and how much to leave alone.

I woke up before Maa called me again. It's becoming a habit. I lay there for a few seconds, staring at the ceiling, listening to the faint sounds of our small house waking up. My phone buzzed beside me. 

For a split second, my heart jumped. I don't know why. There was no one specific I was expecting. It was just a college group message. I exhaled slowly and sat up. Why did I feel like that? As if something was about to happen. I shook my head lightly and got ready for college.

Today I wore a simple sky-blue kurti with white palazzo pants. Light. Comfortable. Easy. When I stepped out with my Activa, I noticed something odd. It had been cleaned. Properly cleaned. The mechanic had returned it last evening, yes —

 but I distinctly remember leaving it dusty from college roads. Today it looked... polished. Even the mirrors were spotless. I frowned slightly. Maybe the mechanic cleaned it after repair. "Overthinking," I muttered to myself. I started the engine. It purred smoothly. Too smoothly.

The ride to college felt effortless. Traffic lights turned green just as I approached. Not once did I have to stop longer than a few seconds. Weird. But pleasant. When I reached campus, Nisha ran up to me. "Madam!" I laughed. "Kya hua." She linked her arm with mine as we walked inside.

 "You know what? There's this new debate competition next week. Political science department. You should participate." "I don't know..." "Arre come on, you're good." I hesitated. Debate means speaking on stage. Confidence. Exposure. But something inside me whispered— Why not? "I'll think about it," I said.

During lecture, Professor Sharma announced something unexpected. "There is a state-level research assistant opportunity opening. Only two students will be recommended from our college." The classroom buzzed. "That's almost impossible to get," someone whispered behind me. 

Professor Sharma continued, "Applications close tomorrow." Tomorrow? That's too short. I felt a small flicker of disappointment. I would have applied. But preparing documents in one day— Difficult. Still, after class, I approached him. "Sir, can I still apply?" He looked at me over his glasses. "You have good academic record, Aaradhya." 

"Thank you, sir." "Submit your file by tomorrow noon." That was... surprisingly encouraging. Most professors discourage late applicants. I walked out feeling strangely hopeful.

The day passed faster than usual. No unnecessary delays. No random stress. Everything flowed. When classes ended, I didn't rush home immediately. Instead, I walked toward the small campus garden. I needed a few minutes alone. 

I sat on a bench beneath the neem tree. The breeze played lightly with my open hair. Sometimes I wonder— Is it really just hard work? Or is something aligning quietly? The scholarship. The temple. The taxi. Papa's transfer cancellation notice yesterday (he hadn't told me fully, but I overheard Maa saying it was "sorted"). Things that should have taken struggle... Didn't.

I closed my eyes briefly. "Thank you," I whispered again. Not to anyone specific. Just... to the universe. When I opened my eyes, I felt something strange. Like being watched. Not in a scary way. Just... aware. I looked around casually. Groups of students. Couple arguing near the canteen. Security guard near gate. Nothing unusual. Still, the feeling lingered.

I stood and walked toward the exit. On the way home, I decided to stop at the small grocery shop to buy milk. As I waited for the shopkeeper to pack change, two boys on a bike slowed down near the pavement. One of them stared too long. That uncomfortable kind of stare. I looked away, pretending not to notice. 

They circled once. My heart tightened slightly. Don't overreact. Just ignore. But before they could stop again, a police jeep turned into the lane. The boys sped away immediately. I exhaled. The jeep slowed slightly near the shop. One constable glanced around. Then drove ahead. Coincidence. Of course. Still— I felt... safe.

I paid for the milk and walked toward my Activa. The rest of the ride home was calm. When I entered the house, Maa was kneading dough. "Der ho gayi." "Garden mein thi thodi der." She nodded. "Papa ko aaj school se award mila." "Sach?" "Haan. Best teacher of the year." I smiled brightly. "Really?" "Haan." I hugged her impulsively. Everything is going right. Too right.

After dinner, I sat at my study table preparing documents for the research assistant application. Mark sheets. Scholarship proof. Recommendation letter draft. I was halfway through printing when the printer jammed. I groaned softly. "Abhi?" I tried fixing it. It refused. I checked the time. 8:47 p.m. Stationery shops close by 9:30. If I leave now— Maybe I can get prints outside.

I grabbed my dupatta and stepped out quickly. The road was dimly lit. Shops beginning to close. I walked faster. Just as I reached the main market corner— The electricity flickered. And went out. Entire lane dark. "Seriously?" I whispered. 

My chest tightened slightly. This was not ideal. I stood still for a moment, unsure. Then— Generator lights came on at one printing shop. Bright white. Like nothing happened. I blinked. The shopkeeper waved. "Aao madam." I hurried inside. "Bhaiya, urgent print chahiye." "Ho jayega." The machine worked flawlessly. No jam. No issue. Within five minutes, my documents were printed neatly.

I paid and stepped back out. The rest of the lane was still dim. Only that one shop brightly lit. As if it existed only for me in that moment. 

I walked home slowly, papers clutched safely in my hand. There's a strange comfort settling in my life. Like an invisible shield. Problems appear— And dissolve before they fully form.

Back in my room, I placed the printed documents neatly in a file. Tomorrow I will submit it. I lay down afterward, staring at the ceiling again. 

A soft thought drifted through my mind. What if life is like this when you are on the right path? When your intentions are clean? When your prayers are heard? I smiled faintly. Maybe.

Somewhere in the city— A man reviewed reports. Adjusted movements. Monitored timing.

 But I didn't know that. All I knew— Was that every time I felt like I might fall— Something caught me. And I had started believing... That something was destiny.

Control is not about interference. It is about adjustment. You don't move the entire board. You shift one piece slightly— and let the rest fall into place.

I was in my study when the evening update file arrived. Her day. Time-stamped. Precise.

08:42 a.m. – Left home.

09:10 a.m. – Reached college.

11:35 a.m. – Spoke to Professor Sharma after lecture.

01:15 p.m. – Sat alone in campus garden.

04:20 p.m. – Grocery stop. Two local boys circled. Police patrol intervention effective.

08:47 p.m. – Printer issue at residence.

08:56 p.m. – Power cut triggered. Generator activated at Shree Prints as instructed.

I closed the file slowly. Every disruption contained. Every risk neutralized. Every inconvenience softened. You never notice the absence of danger. You only notice when danger appears. That is why you believe you are lucky.

I leaned back in my chair. Professor Sharma. He had needed persuasion. Nothing dramatic. Just a reminder that his pending grant approval was under review. Encouragement works best when layered with leverage. Now she would apply for the research assistant position. Her world expanding. But safely. Within boundaries I design.

The police patrol this afternoon had been necessary. Those two boys were not a threat. But they were unpredictable. Unpredictability is unacceptable. The patrol route had been adjusted last week. Officially for "increased city monitoring." Unofficially— for her street.

I stood and walked toward the large wall map of Jodhpur pinned inside my study. Small red markers dotted certain areas. Her college. Her garden. Her usual grocery shop. Temple. Road stretch where her Activa stopped. Each place calculated. Each movement anticipated. Obsession is impulsive. This is not that. This is architecture.

My phone vibrated lightly.

"Haan."

"Rana sa, unhone research assistant ke liye apply karne ka decision liya."

"I know."

"Professor cooperative hai."

"He will remain cooperative."

A pause.

"Kal documents submit karenge."

"Ensure no technical delays."

"Ji."

I ended the call. Sometimes I wonder— if she would still smile the same way— if she knew. Probably not. But she will never need to know.

The sun dipped lower outside the haveli. I stepped out into the inner courtyard. Servants were preparing for dinner. Silverware polished. Water glasses aligned. In the garden, Adhvik was speaking to someone on the phone. His tone irritated. He ended the call sharply when he noticed me.

"Board meeting prep ho gaya?" he asked.

"Yes."

"Bade Papa tum par bahut bharosa karte hain."

"I earn it."

He studied me for a moment. "You don't miss."

"That's the point."

He looked away. He still tries to compete. But he competes emotionally. I calculate.

Inside, the dinner bell rang. We took our seats at the long table. Dadi Sa at the head. Bade Papa beside her. Father to my right. Adhvik across from me. The twins whispering again until Dadi Sa's glance silenced them. Food was served. Routine. Predictable. Safe.

Halfway through dinner, Dadi Sa placed her spoon down deliberately. The room quieted.

"Abhi," she said.

I looked up calmly. "Ji, Dadi Sa?"

"Main soch rahi hoon."

She glanced briefly at Adhvik. "Ab main Adhvik aur Abhi ke liye chori dhundhna chalu kar rahi hoon."

The air shifted. My mother straightened slightly. Bade Papa leaned back. No one interrupted.

"Koi maare ko rokega nahi," Dadi Sa continued firmly. "I have already spoken to Pandit ji."

Silence.

"Accha khandan."

She tapped her fingers lightly on the table.

"Accha sanskar."

Another tap.

"Acchi parvarish wali ladki."

Each word deliberate. Measured. A wife in this haveli is not chosen for beauty. She is chosen for endurance.

My father nodded approvingly. "Thik hai, Maa." Adhvik forced a half-smile. "Ab itni jaldi kya hai?" Dadi Sa's eyes sharpened slightly. "Ghar sambhalne ke liye bahu chahiye."

Her gaze shifted toward me. "Abhi."

"Yes."

"Tumhara kya kehna hai?"

All eyes turned. I took a sip of water before answering. "Jo aap theek samjhe." Neutral. Respectful. Not eager. Not resistant. Dadi Sa nodded slowly. "Pandit ji kundali dekh ke batayenge." Bade Papa added, "Accha gharana milna mushkil hota hai."

"It won't be," Dadi Sa replied calmly.

She believes in destiny. I believe in selection.

As dinner continued, conversation shifted to business matters. But beneath the surface— a new thread had begun. Marriage search. Officially. Unaware— that my search ended the day I met her at the fort.

After dinner, as the women began eating in the inner section, I walked upstairs. My room felt quieter than usual. The night breeze moved through the open jharokha. I stood there for a long moment.

Marriage. They think it will be arranged by horoscope. By lineage. By family introductions. They don't know— the name is already chosen.

Aaradhya Rathore. Good family. Good values. Verified background. Even distant relation through Choti Maa's side. It fits. Perfectly.

My phone buzzed again.

"Rana sa."

"Yes."

"She submitted documents online draft tonight."

"any issue?"

"Handled."

"Good."

"She looked relieved."

Of course she did. Relief is addictive. And I am becoming its source.

I ended the call. Walked toward the mirror. For a moment, I studied my own reflection. I do not look obsessive. I look composed. That is why this works.

If I approached her directly— she would resist. She is strong enough to question. So instead— I am removing every reason for her to question.

When her father's transfer cancels. When her opportunities expand. When danger avoids her. When doors open easily. She will begin associating life's comfort with alignment. And when that alignment becomes connected to my presence— she will not see me as force. She will see me as stability.

Downstairs, faint sounds of Dadi Sa's voice carried upward. Probably discussing potential families already. I smiled faintly. Search all you want, Dadi Sa. In the end— the name you will approve... is the one I have already prepared.

I turned off the main light and lay down. Before sleeping, I made one final call.

"Night status."

"Lights off in her room. Family home. No movement."

"Security?"

"Maintained."

"Good."

I cut the call. Closed my eyes.

Tonight she sleeps peacefully. Believing life is rewarding her effort. Believing the universe is kind. And tomorrow— when she wakes— there will be another small improvement waiting. Not big enough to shock. Just enough to build trust. Slowly. Carefully.

I do not rush possession. I cultivate it. And soon— when Dadi Sa says she has found a girl with "acche sanskar"— I will already know— it is you.

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