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CHAPTER 4

 The next morning felt... lighter. Maybe because I had completed my vrat. Maybe because yesterday had felt strangely significant. Or maybe because something inside me felt quietly reassured.

I reached college a little earlier than usual. The campus gates were crowded with the usual chaos. I parked my Activa in the usual corner spot and hurried toward the administrative block. I didn't know why I felt restless. 

Maybe because scholarship results were supposed to update "soon." Soon in government terms could mean weeks. Still, I climbed the stairs to the notice section almost without thinking.

A few girls were already gathered around the board. "Arre dekh na, mera bhi lag gaya!" someone squealed. "Sach?" My heart skipped. I pushed slightly forward, careful but eager. There it was. State Merit Assistance – Approved Candidates. My eyes scanned the list quickly. Line by line. And then— AARADHYA RATHORE. Approved. Funds to be credited within 48 hours.

For a second, the words blurred. I blinked. Read again. Still there. Approved. My breath left my lungs in a rush I didn't realize I was holding. "Mil gaya?" my friend Nisha asked from behind. 

"Haan..." I whispered. "Arre wah! Treat!" I laughed softly, still staring at my name. I had submitted extra documents just last week because they said there was a "verification delay." Papa had been worried. "Ho jayega," Maa had said. And now— It was done. Just like that.

I pressed my fingers lightly over my lips. "Thank you," I murmured instinctively. To God. To fate. To whatever invisible thread had been working silently. The universe really was listening.

Classes passed in a blur. I couldn't focus fully. Every time I opened my notebook, my mind drifted back to the notice board. Approved. Relief settled into my chest like warmth.

At lunch break, I called Papa. "Papa..." "Haan beta?" "Scholarship approve ho gayi." There was a pause. Then I heard the smile in his voice. "Sach?" "Haan." "Dekha? Mehnat kabhi waste nahi jaati." Maa's voice came faintly from the background, asking what happened. Papa must have told her, because I heard her say, "Bhagwan ka shukar hai." I smiled. "Haan."

After classes ended, the sky had turned slightly cloudy, though the heat still lingered in the air. I strapped my bag securely and started my Activa. The road home from college passes through a quieter stretch before entering the residential area. Usually manageable. Today, traffic was thinner than usual.

I was halfway through that empty stretch when it happened. The engine jerked. Once. Twice. And then— Stopped. The scooter slowed abruptly in the middle of the road. "No, no, no..." I muttered under my breath. I tried starting it again. Nothing. The dashboard lights flickered weakly. I moved it toward the side of the road with effort. The sun pressed down heavily again, just like yesterday.

"Please start," I whispered, turning the key again. Silence. My heart began to pound. This area had almost no shops. No mechanic stalls. No autos passing regularly. I stepped off and checked the fuel. There was enough. So what now?

I pulled out my phone. Network—weak. Of course. I tried calling Papa. Call failed. Great. I looked up and down the road. Almost empty. A few bikes zoomed past without stopping. For a moment, a wave of panic rose in my chest. What if I'm stuck here for hours? What if it gets dark? What if— Stop. Calm down.

I wiped sweat from my forehead with the edge of my dupatta. Then I noticed something. Across the road, slightly ahead, a small board I swear hadn't been there before. "City Ride Taxi Service – On Call Pickup Available." Taxi service? Here? In this stretch? I frowned slightly. Since when?

I walked closer, leaving my Activa parked near the side. There was a small kiosk-like setup. A man inside looked up. "Madam?" "Yeh... taxi service hai?" "Haan ji." "Mujhe yahan se city side jaana hai." "thik hai chaliye." I blinked. "Abhi?" "Abhi."

As if on cue, a white sedan pulled up within less than a minute. I stared. "Ye... available thi?" "Haan ji, nearby hi thi." Nearby? In this deserted stretch? I felt half shocked, half relieved. "Kitna lagega?" He quoted a reasonable price. Not inflated. Not suspicious. Just... normal.

I glanced back at my Activa. "Isko?" "Mechanic ko call kar dete hain. Aap address de do." He spoke so confidently, so assured. As if everything was already arranged. My chest slowly loosened. "Okay." I gave him my address. He noted it down.

The driver stepped out and opened the back door politely. "Please, madam." I hesitated only a second before getting in. The car interior was cool. Air-conditioned. Comforting. As we began driving, I looked out the window. My Activa stood alone on the side of the road. But somehow— I didn't feel stranded anymore.

Instead, I felt... taken care of. Like yesterday at the temple. Like today with the scholarship. Things falling into place at the right time. "Lucky ho aap," the driver said casually while driving. "Ji?" "Is route pe normally gadi milti nahi." I laughed softly. "Haan, mujhe bhi laga aaj fas gayi." "Par mil gayi na." "Yes," I said quietly. Mil gayi.

Just like the scholarship. Just like temple entry. Just like water when I needed it. The city buildings began to reappear as we neared my residential area. When the taxi stopped outside my lane, I paid the fare and stepped out. "Thank you," I said sincerely. "Welcome, madam."

As I walked toward home, I glanced at the sky. Clouds were parting slightly. Sunlight filtered through. Warm but softer now. Inside the house, Maa looked up. "Activa ki awaaz nahi aayi?" "Band ho gayi raste mein." "Kya?" "Par taxi mil gayi wahan." "Taxi?" she repeated in surprise. "Us side?" "Haan." "Achha hai." I smiled faintly. "Haan. Achha hai."

I went to my room and sat down slowly on the bed. Everything is aligning. That's what it feels like. Like the world is removing obstacles quietly. I lay back and stared at the ceiling. Scholarship approved. Transport arranged. Temple access granted. Maybe this is what happens when intentions are pure. When prayers are honest. Maybe— The universe really does help.

And somewhere, deep in the city— A plan tightened one more invisible thread. But I didn't see the thread. I only felt the softness of its pull.

By the time she reached home, I already knew. I was in my study when the confirmation came. "Rana sa, ladki ghar pahunch gayi. Taxi se." I stood near the long carved desk, one hand resting over a file I hadn't read in the last ten minutes. "Activa?" "Mechanic dekh raha hai. Shaam tak theek ho jayegi." "Good." I ended the call.

Everything had gone as intended. Scholarship approved in the morning. Vehicle interruption in the afternoon. Taxi positioned in advance. Mechanic informed. No chaos. No risk. No suspicion. Just convenience.

I walked toward the window overlooking the haveli garden. Below, the bougainvillea trailed along sandstone walls in pink cascades. The fountain in the center reflected the late afternoon sun. Order. I prefer outcomes that look like coincidence. If you help someone openly, they feel gratitude. If you help them invisibly, they feel destiny. And destiny binds deeper.

I picked up the thin folder placed on my desk. Her academic schedule. Class timings. Common routes. Preferred temple days. Friends' names. Every detail matters. You cannot control what you do not understand.

A knock sounded lightly. "Rana sa, chai?" "Rakh do." The servant placed the tray silently and left. I didn't drink it. Instead, I dialed again. "Haan?" "College mein scholarship notice lag gaya." "I know." "Reaction?" "She looked relieved. Called her father immediately." I nodded faintly. Of course she did. Family-oriented. Predictable. Good.

After some time, I stepped out into the garden. Adhvik was already there, leaning against the low stone boundary near the trimmed hedges. He had rolled up his sleeves, phone in hand. He looked up when I approached. 

"Aaj kal kuch zyada busy lag rahe ho," he said casually. I stopped beside him. "Lag nahi raha," I replied calmly. "Hoon busy." He smirked slightly. "Sure, koi office ka kaam hoga." "Obviously." He studied my face longer than necessary. "Lekin busy kam... distracted zyada lag rahe ho."

I met his gaze. Silence stretched. He pushed off the boundary and stood straighter. "Bada bhai hoon tumhara," he said quietly. "I know." "Toh samajh sakta hoon." I tilted my head slightly. "Samajhna chahte ho ya prove karna chahte ho?" He let out a short breath. "Tum change ho rahe ho." "No." "Yes."

I stepped closer, lowering my voice. "Isi liye, aap janke bhi anjan hai." His jaw tightened slightly. "Kis baat se?" "Mujhe pata hai ghar ki saari zimmedaari Bade Papa ne humein kyun di hai." He stiffened. "Aapko kyun nahi." The air shifted. 

The fountain sound seemed louder in the silence. Adhvik's eyes darkened slightly. "You think this is competition?" "I don't think," I said evenly. "I observe." "You're crossing a line." "No," I replied softly. "I'm standing where I was placed." He looked away first. That is always how it ends. Not with argument. With hierarchy.

Before either of us could continue, Badi Maa's voice echoed from the verandah. "Abhi beta, yahan aana zara!" I stepped back slightly. "Haan Badi Maa." I walked toward the inner courtyard. Inside, Maa and Choti Maa were sitting on the floor near the kitchen entrance, grinding masala on the silbatta. 

The rhythmic sound of stone against stone filled the air. The scent of fresh garlic, red chilies, and coriander lingered heavily. Dadi Sa sat on a low wooden seat nearby, supervising.

"Ji, Dadi Sa?" She looked up at me. "Kal Pandit ji aane wale hai pooja ke vaste." "Ji." "Toh unke liye bhog banana hai." I nodded. "Ji." Maa smiled faintly. "Subah jaldi se tayyar rehna." Dadi Sa added, "Kal subah jaldi mat jaana office." "Ji." She watched me for a moment. 

"Aaj kal kaam zyada hai?" "Haan." "Kaam theek hai. Par ghar pe nazar bhi zaroori hai." "Rehti hai." She studied my expression, as if trying to read beyond it. Then she nodded. "Achha."

I bent slightly in acknowledgment and stepped back. The smell of spices followed me as I returned upstairs. In my room, the light had begun to soften into evening tones. I removed my watch again. Sat on the edge of the bed. 

Pulled out my phone. Dialed. "Haan, Rana sa." "Evening?" "She stayed home. Garden se seedha ghar gayi. Koi unusual movement nahi." "Mechanic?" "Activa repair ho gayi. Kal tak deliver kar denge." "Ensure it looks normal." "Ji." I ended the call.

There is a rhythm to this. You push. Then you pause. Then you observe. Too much interference becomes visible. Measured interference becomes fate.

I lay back against the headboard. The ceiling above carried faint carved designs—ancestral motifs repeated through generations. I closed my eyes briefly. In my mind, I replayed the garden scene. Her sitting cross-legged on grass. Feeding cats. Laughing softly. Unaware. That version of her does not belong in my haveli. But she will adapt. They always do. The key is not breaking. It is reshaping.

My phone buzzed again. A message. "Rana sa, kal college half day hai unka." I stared at the screen. Half day. Opportunity. I typed one line. "Keep distance. No visible presence." Sent. I don't need to be near her every moment. I need to ensure nothing disturbs the direction she's moving in.

I stood and walked toward the balcony. The night had settled over Jodhpur slowly. The haveli lights glowed warm against sandstone walls. From here, everything looks calm. Stable. Untouchable. Somewhere in this city, she was probably asleep. Believing the world had been kind to her today. Believing hard work was paying off. Believing coincidence was real.

I rested my hands against the railing. "Aaradhya," I murmured into the night. You felt grateful today. Soon— You will feel protected. Then dependent. Then bound. And you won't even know when the shift happened. Because I will not rush. Obsession that is visible is weakness. Obsession that is controlled— Is power.

A knock interrupted my thoughts. "Rana sa, khana." "I'll come." Dinner passed in routine silence. Dadi Sa reminded everyone about tomorrow's pooja again. "Pandit ji time pe aayein, sab ready hona chahiye." "Ji, Maa sa," the women responded.

After dinner, I excused myself early. Back in my room, I made one final call. "Haan." "Night update?" "She is home. Lights off. Family inside." "Good." A pause. "Security loose mat hone dena." "Ji." I cut the call. Placed the phone on the bedside table. Turned off the main light. Only the faint lamp near the carved headboard remained.

I lay down. Closed my eyes. And for the first time since morning— I allowed myself to picture it fully. Her walking through these corridors. Heavy dupatta covering her head. Steps slower. Voice softer. Eyes lowered.

Before, you spoke to me without hesitation. You looked directly into my eyes. You challenged me. But time changes posture. Soon— When you speak— It won't be defiance. It will be permission. And when that day comes— You still won't know how carefully it was designed.

I turned to my side. The haveli was silent. And somewhere beyond its walls— A girl slept peacefully. Trusting a universe— That answers to me.

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