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CHAPTER 3

 I woke up before the alarm. For a few seconds, I didn't remember why. Then I did. Vrat. Maa had reminded me twice last night. "Subah jaldi uthna. Mandir bhi jaana hai." I sat up slowly, the room still dim with early blue light.

 The fan hummed above me. The house was quiet — that soft hour when the world feels paused between night and responsibility. I wrapped my shawl around myself and stepped out of bed. The floor was cold beneath my feet.

In the kitchen, Maa was already awake, lighting the diya near the small temple shelf. She turned slightly when she heard me. "Uth gayi?" "Haan." "naha le. Main thali taiyaar kar deti hoon." "Main kar lungi." She nodded. 

The water sharp against my skin. I let it run over my head, washing away sleep, letting it ground me. Vrat days always feel different. Quieter. More intentional.

When I stepped out, I chose the deep maroon dress from my cupboard. It wasn't new, but it felt appropriate. The fabric was simple cotton, but the color looked richer in morning light. I draped a heavier dupatta over it — embroidered at the borders, slightly weighty against my shoulders. I left my hair open. 

It dried slowly down my back as I moved to the small table where Maa had already placed the puja items. Brass thali. Small diya. Kumkum. Rice grains. Bel patra. Flowers. A tiny copper lota filled with water. I arranged them carefully. Straightened the flowers. Wiped the rim of the diya. Adjusted the matchbox beside it. Maa watched me quietly. "College nahi jaayegi?" "Nahi. Vrat hai." She nodded in approval.

Papa came out tying his watch. "Mandir jaake seedha ghar aana," he said. "Haan." Kavya peeked from her room, half-asleep. "Bhagwan se mere marks ke liye bhi bolna." I smiled faintly. "Khud bhi padh liya kar." She made a face and disappeared again.

I lifted the thali carefully. The metal felt cool in my hands. As I stepped out into the morning, the sun had already risen higher than I expected. It was bright — too bright for this hour. I unlocked my Activa and placed the thali carefully on the flat space near the front, holding it steady with one hand as I started the engine. 

The road to the temple wasn't far. But today, something felt slightly rushed. The air was already warm. The sunlight sharper. Traffic thicker than usual for early morning.

When the temple spire came into view, I felt a small sense of relief. I parked near the side area, removed my sandals, and picked up the thali. The ground beneath my bare feet was warm. I walked toward the entrance — and paused. A small group of women stood near the gate, murmuring. "Humko andar nahi jaane denge," one of them said. "Koi VIP aaye huye hain." I frowned slightly. What?

I stepped closer. "Kya hua?" Security guards stood near the main entrance. "Ma'am, abhi andar entry band hai," one of them was saying. "Par kyun?" another woman protested. "VIP visit chal raha hai." My grip tightened slightly around the thali. Aaj mera vrat hai. If I don't complete the pooja, I can't even drink water.

I stepped forward. "uncle, kitni der lagegi?" "Pata nahi, ma'am. Aap baad mein aaiye." "Baad mein?" I repeated softly. "Aaj vrat hai mera." He shook his head politely but firmly. "Abhi allowed nahi hai." The sun felt heavier suddenly. 

The temple gates looked enormous from here — carved stone archway, tall doors slightly ajar but guarded. I looked around. There wasn't another temple nearby that followed the same rituals for this vrat. If I leave— No.

I adjusted my dupatta and walked closer to the guard. "Please, uncle," I said softly, breath slightly uneven. "Mera vrat hai aaj. Dusra koi mandir bhi nahi hai najdik mein. Main bas jaldi se pooja karke nikal jaungi." He shook his head again. "Sorry, ma'am. Order hai." The sun burned against my forehead. My breathing felt shorter from both heat and frustration. I stood there for a moment, unsure.

Then I heard a voice beside me. "Chori, thara vrat hai aaj?" I turned. An older woman stood there — traditional Rajasthani choli, heavy odhni covering her head, silver bangles stacked on both arms. Her face was lined but strong. "Haan," I replied softly. She looked toward the guard. "Andar aane do chori ko." The guard hesitated. "Dadi sa, rana sa ka order-" She gave him a look. Not angry. Just commanding. "Andar aane do."

Something in her tone shifted the air. The guard stepped aside reluctantly. "Thank you, Dadi ji," I said quickly. She looked at me again. "Mann se kar le pooja." I nodded gratefully and stepped inside.

The main temple hall seemed occupied. I could hear mantras echoing from within, deeper voices chanting in rhythm. Security stood near the entrance of the inner sanctum. 

So I moved toward the Shivling placed beside the main temple structure, slightly exposed to sunlight. The stone beneath my feet was hot now. I placed the thali down carefully. The sunlight fell directly over the Shivling. I lit the diya. The small flame flickered in the wind. I closed my eyes.

For a moment, everything outside the circle of that diya disappeared. The heat. The guards. The murmurs. I began my pooja slowly. Offering water. Placing bel patra gently. Whispering the mantra under my breath. 

The mantras from inside the main temple echoed louder now. Deep. Rhythmic. Almost vibrating through the stone floor. The sunlight grew harsher. Sweat formed at the back of my neck, sliding slowly down my spine beneath the maroon fabric. I ignored it. Vrat means discipline. Focus.

My breaths grew slower. Then shorter. The ground felt hotter. I circled the peepal tree near the temple as part of the ritual. Once. Twice. Three times. The sunlight blurred slightly at the edges of my vision. 

Probably because I hadn't had water since last night. I completed another round. My steps felt heavier. The mantra inside grew louder in my ears. Or maybe my head felt lighter. The world tilted slightly. I tried to steady my breath. Just one more circle. Just one more.

As I completed the final round, my vision darkened briefly at the corners. The tree trunk seemed to move. No. I moved. My foot slipped slightly against the hot stone. And then— everything tilted. My thali clattered faintly somewhere. My body felt weightless for a second. But I did not hit the ground.

Strong arms caught me. Firm. Unhesitating. I wasn't fully conscious. But I felt the grip. Secure. Controlled. Voices blurred around me. "Chori..." "Paani lao." "Dhyaan se..." A man's voice somewhere. Low. Familiar. My eyelids felt heavy. I tried to open them. Light pierced too sharply. Then I heard that older woman's voice again. "Chora, paani pila chori ko."

Chora. I felt something cool touch my lips. A copper glass. A hand holding it steady. "Thoda," someone said. I sipped weakly. The water tasted metallic and grounding. I swallowed. My breathing steadied slowly.

When I finally managed to open my eyes properly, the sunlight was softer. Or maybe my vision had adjusted. Faces circled above me. Three women in veils. Three men standing slightly back. The older woman near my head. And him. He stood slightly to the side now. White kurta again. Unmoved. Watching. The same eyes. From the fort.

My heart skipped once. Was he the one who caught me? I hadn't seen clearly. He was already stepping back slightly as I focused. The older woman leaned closer. "Chakkar aave hai chori tane?" "Nahi... ab thik hoon," I said softly, pushing myself up slightly. My cheeks burned with embarrassment. "I'm sorry... I—" "Maafi kis baat ki?" she said calmly.

I adjusted my dupatta quickly. "Thank you," I added quietly. The copper glass was removed gently from my hand. I looked toward him instinctively. But he was already turning slightly as his phone vibrated. He answered briefly, stepping aside. His tone was low. Professional. Controlled. I couldn't hear words. Only rhythm.

The older woman looked at me again. "Naam ka hai chori thara?" "Ji... Aaradhya." "Poora naam?" "Ji... Aaradhya Rathore." She smiled faintly. "Ghana pyara naam hai." I lowered my gaze slightly. "Thank you." I bent instinctively and touched her feet. She placed her hand lightly over my head. "Sukhi raho."

The blessing felt warm. I stood slowly. My legs felt steadier now. I glanced once more toward him. He had ended the call. He looked at me briefly. Not worried. Not curious. Just... aware. Then he turned away toward the inner temple hall. As if I had already been accounted for.

I picked up my thali, adjusting the flowers that had shifted. "Main chalti hoon," I said softly. The older woman nodded. "Dhyaan se." I walked back toward the gate. The sunlight still heavy. The air still warm. But my heart beating strangely uneven.

Outside, I slipped my sandals back on and placed the thali carefully on the Activa again. As I started the engine, I looked back once. The temple gates were still partially closed. Security still firm. VIP still inside. And yet— I had been allowed in.

I drove home slowly. The wind dried the last traces of sweat from my neck. Why was he there? Was that his family? VIP. Fort owner. Temple priority. It fit. Of course it did. But why did it feel like coincidence again? I shook my head slightly. Jodhpur isn't that big. Rich families attend important temples. That's all.

When I reached home, Maa opened the door quickly. "Der ho gayi." "Mandir mein VIP aaye huye the," I said, stepping inside. "Achha?" "Haan." She took the thali from me. "Sab theek?" "Haan."

I went to my room and sat on the bed slowly. The room felt cool compared to outside. I closed my eyes briefly. For a second— I felt those arms again. Catching me before I fell. Firm. Certain. And the way he didn't linger. Didn't introduce himself. Didn't ask questions. Just... existed.

I opened my eyes quickly. It was nothing. Just timing. Just coincidence. Just Jodhpur being small. Because maybe— The universe really was watching today.

The temple bells were still echoing faintly when we stepped out. The sun had grown sharper, pressing heat against stone and skin alike. The cars were already waiting at the base of the steps. Security moved before us, clearing the path without making it look obvious. Routine. Order. Predictability. 

But my mind was not on the ritual. It was on the moment she almost fell. The way her body had tilted. The exact second before gravity claimed her. And the way she had felt in my arms. Light. Fragile. Unaware.

We moved toward the cars. Dadi Sa walked slightly ahead, supported lightly by Badi Maa. My mother and Choti Maa followed, their veils perfectly in place. As I opened the car door for Dadi Sa, she paused. "Woh chori..." she said thoughtfully. 

I remained silent. "Naam kya bataya usne?" "Aaradhya Rathore," Choti Maa replied softly from behind. I did not react. But inside— I noted that she had spoken her full name clearly. Confidently.

Dadi Sa nodded slowly as she settled into her seat. "Ghani shareef lagi. Vrat mein bina pani ke khadi rahi dhoop mein." "Ji," Maa murmured. The car doors closed. Engines started. As we drove away from the temple, Dadi Sa continued, almost to herself— "Aajkal ki chhoriyan itna sab nahi karti." No one responded.

I leaned back slightly against the leather seat. Coincidence. That is what they believed. That I happened to choose this temple today. That the VIP restriction was merely protocol. That she happened to arrive during the same hour. But nothing about today was accidental. 

I scheduled the temple visit. Requested controlled access for "security reasons." Informed management to restrict entry except selective cases. Ensured my family would attend. Ensured she would be turned away first. And then allowed in.

I did not want to meet her alone. Not yet. I wanted Dadi Sa to see her. Observe her. Without knowing she was observing. Because acceptance in this haveli does not begin with me. It begins with the one who rules it. And today— Dadi Sa had looked at her. Spoken to her. Blessed her. That matters.

The car entered the haveli gates. The courtyard shimmered under afternoon light. We stepped out. Servants moved immediately to assist. Inside, the air felt cooler. Controlled. Contained. As the women moved toward the inner wing, Dadi Sa spoke again. "Us chori mein sanskar dikhe." I stopped mid-step for a fraction of a second. Sanskar. Good.

Choti Maa added casually, "Maa sa, main janti hoon us ladki ko." I turned slightly. "ka boli bahu?" Dadi Sa asked. "Haan. Mere mayke side se. Meri bua ji ki nanad ki beti hai." A connection. Even distant bloodlines matter here. Dadi Sa's eyes brightened faintly. "Ganni achi baat hai ye to." I walked past them before the conversation could deepen. Up the stairs. Into my room. Door closed. Silence.

I removed my watch and placed it carefully on the desk. Then I picked up my phone. Dialed. It rang twice. "Haan, Rana sa." "Woh ladki," I said calmly. "Mandir se nikli?" "Ji." "Ghar pahunch gayi?" "Ji, Rana sa. Abhi aadha ghanta pehle." I nodded though he could not see me. "Good." I ended the call. No hesitation. No follow-up. Information confirmed. Control maintained.

I walked toward the window overlooking the inner courtyard. From here, the haveli looks timeless. Thick sandstone walls. Intricate jharokhas. Carved pillars that have seen generations. Women moved below quietly. Veils drawn. Steps measured. Voices low. This house does not raise women. It contains them.

I leaned my palm against the cool stone frame. Aaradhya Rathore. You stood in sunlight today. Hair open. Face uncovered. Speaking freely to security. You touched Dadi Sa's feet without being told. You asked for permission, not demanded it. You fainted—but completed the ritual first. Strength disguised as softness. I like that.

By afternoon, the household gathered for lunch. Men seated first again. Silver plates aligned. I took my usual place. Dadi Sa cleared her throat slightly. "Choti bahu." "Ji, Maa sa?" "Us chori ke ghar walon ke baare mein pata hai?" Choti Maa nodded. 

"Seedhe saadhe log hain. Pitaji school teacher. Maa ghar sambhalti hai." "Accha," Dadi Sa murmured. I continued eating without expression. Choti Maa added lightly, "Badi shareef parivaar hai." Bade Papa glanced at me briefly. Observing. Always observing.

I placed my spoon down calmly. "Dadi Sa, main office ke kaam se bahar ja raha hoon. Raat ko late hoga." She nodded. "Haan jaa chora. Kaam pehle. Baki sab baad mein." Approval granted. I stood. Left before further questions could form.

Outside, my driver was already waiting. The car door opened. "Garden," I said simply. He did not question. We drove through city lanes slowly. The afternoon sun cast long shadows across roads. When we reached the public garden near her residential area, I instructed him to stop outside the fencing. "Yahin." He obeyed.

I lowered the window halfway. The metal fencing allowed clear visibility inside. And there she was. Sitting on the grass. Maroon replaced with a lighter cotton kurta now. Hair still open. Surrounded by three stray cats. 

She laughed softly as one pawed at the edge of her dupatta. No guards. No restrictions. No protocol. Just her. She fed them something from a small packet. The way she bent slightly forward— unaware of being watched. Free.

I did not step out. I did not approach. Presence is more powerful when unseen. I rested my arm against the window frame. The breeze carried faint sounds of her laughter. It was different from temple silence. Brighter. Less restrained. If she enters my world— that laughter will change. Not disappear. Just... soften.

After some time, she stood. Brushed grass from her dress. Adjusted her dupatta casually over one shoulder. And walked toward the exit gate of the garden. I watched until she turned the corner toward her street. Only then did I speak. "Chalo." The car moved again.

Next stop— The fort. My fort. Our ancestral structure rising against desert hills. Maintenance inspections were ongoing. Workers moved along the outer walls. Scaffolding placed carefully against carved surfaces. I walked through the main courtyard slowly. The fort feels different from the haveli. The haveli is authority. The fort is legacy.

I climbed the narrow staircase toward the highest jharokha. The wind was stronger here. The sky stretched endlessly. Below— Trees. Sparse forest patches. Stone pathways. Silence that felt ancient. I rested both hands on the carved railing. From here, everything looks small. Manageable. Containable.

I thought of the first day she spoke to me at the fort. The defiance in her eyes. The way she did not lower her gaze. The way she challenged my presence in that space. No fear. No calculation. That moment did not impress me. It interested me. There is a difference. Impressing fades. Interest deepens.

And now— you are beginning to occupy my thoughts more than you should. I inhaled slowly. Before you spoke to me without hesitation. Before you looked directly into my eyes. Before you questioned my authority. But time changes dynamics. Soon— you will stand in my house. Under my roof. Within my name. And when you speak— your eyes will lower. Not because I force you. Because you will understand where you stand.

I let the wind hit my face. You think the universe is helping you. Scholarship approved. Temple entry granted. Protection from falling. You see coincidence. I see structure. And structure bends slowly. Not abruptly.

I straightened. The sun was beginning to descend slightly, casting gold against the sandstone walls. "Aaradhya," I said quietly to the wind. Your name fits too well in my mind.

Aaradhya Yaduvanshi. Beside it— Abhimanyusingh.

You don't know it yet. But the path has already been drawn. And you— are walking exactly where I want you to.

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